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No, it's more than frustrated... I am mad. I want to just scream! I went to a first birthday party last weekend. It was for my friend's son. My friend is less than fortunate and doesn't live in a very good neighborhood, really. So of course, all the people there were also from the ghetto. All of them had at least 2 kids. I'm not saying that poor people have less of a right to have children than people who can afford to provide the essentials (though I am sure to some, that is debatable). I am saying it's bullshit that this particular group of people at the party clearly didn't want them and can have them! They weren't paying attention to the children at all. The children were dirty, and not just from the day. And what really chaps my ass is that they didn't even have to TRY to get pregnant. "It was an accident." ::Sigh::

I received the dreaded phone call yesterday from the nurse that even on my 4th round of clomid and my highest dose yet (150mg), I STILL didn't ovulate... This time it was more crushing than the others. I can't decide if it's because it's official that the clomid isn't working and we're on to more drastic steps or if it's because I really REALLY had myself convinced that this was it - I was going to be pregnant! Maybe a combination of both...

Today the dr. should be calling with the next steps. I guess I'm hoping I am strong enough to take them...


May. 20th, 2010 12:11 am (UTC)
*hugs* clomid never worked for me either and I was BEYOND frustrated by this. traumatized, even. :( but you still have lots of options! try to keep an open mind even though i know that is the LAST thing you want to hear! YOU ARE SO STRONG! IF I DID IT, YOU CAN DO THIS!!
May. 20th, 2010 04:21 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the support! It's so nice to know that I have a place to vent, no matter how irrational it is at times, and will not be judged.

Today is a new day, and I feel ready to move forward to explore our other options :)


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