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Frustrated...

No, it's more than frustrated... I am mad. I want to just scream! I went to a first birthday party last weekend. It was for my friend's son. My friend is less than fortunate and doesn't live in a very good neighborhood, really. So of course, all the people there were also from the ghetto. All of them had at least 2 kids. I'm not saying that poor people have less of a right to have children than people who can afford to provide the essentials (though I am sure to some, that is debatable). I am saying it's bullshit that this particular group of people at the party clearly didn't want them and can have them! They weren't paying attention to the children at all. The children were dirty, and not just from the day. And what really chaps my ass is that they didn't even have to TRY to get pregnant. "It was an accident." ::Sigh::

I received the dreaded phone call yesterday from the nurse that even on my 4th round of clomid and my highest dose yet (150mg), I STILL didn't ovulate... This time it was more crushing than the others. I can't decide if it's because it's official that the clomid isn't working and we're on to more drastic steps or if it's because I really REALLY had myself convinced that this was it - I was going to be pregnant! Maybe a combination of both...

Today the dr. should be calling with the next steps. I guess I'm hoping I am strong enough to take them...

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seizetheday
May. 26th, 2010 01:37 pm (UTC)
I understand how you feel. I know someone who has 5 kids and she cant support them and the father is a crackhead. Its a shame how life "works".
Are you not going to be able to do two more cycles of Clomid? I thought that the standard was trying for 6 months. I hope that it works out for you sooner than later.
carlab2
May. 26th, 2010 02:57 pm (UTC)
Actually, I do get to do at least one more cycle of Clomid! I was relieved. My RE didn't quite explain the next step well - or he did and I didn't understand. So much info all at once :) So I started provera and metformin and then will do another round of 150mg of Clomid. ::Crossing my fingers::
seizetheday
May. 27th, 2010 02:41 pm (UTC)
hoping the best for you! good luck!

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